Positive energy (Somewhere in St. Louis)

            

I Woke up this morning feeling the presence of something real.  It was something I needed more like a revelation but put in the form of an inspiration. I was having a moment with the creator. You see there are some mornings when I wake up and I really don't want to be where I am in this walk. I really don't want to be a servant. My flesh desires to act out and do stupid stuff. Yeah, I know many of you might say well that means you are not saved. However, I am reminded of what Paul said about his own behavior. "That which I would do" I do not, and that which I would not do that is what I do" 

Just then I knew the something real I was feeling was the hand of God reminding me that He understands that I am still inn this flesh and I am saved by His grace and that is sufficent. I got up from my disappointment and with this written note I give Him praise for being real in my life. 

You see it is so easy to say you are walking with God but when problems and illness occur it becomes a challenge. Just having joy in the morning can be hard.  You look at the world around you and you ask the question why bother? Is your work really woth the effort. It weems what ever you try to build there are many waiting in line to destroy it.  But you know you are a child of God when you can feel His hand wipe the tears of disappointment and depression away just by bringing to remembrance His words. 

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